February 2012
44 posts
It wasn't enough
I loved you. I have loved you. And I still do love You. She has my time and attention and that’s because I can’t give it to you. Not I won’t give it to you but I can’t. How foolish we were these past months kills me and yet deep inside I couldn’t have shared those memories with anyone else. You have given me the utmost joy and happiness these past months and I am glad...
Note to Self: Be patient.
it’ll all be worth the wait.. promise.
I hope so…
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Bare with me
I know it’s going to be hard as hell but at the end of the day we both know we make each other happy.
Sincerely,
Jack
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I do so much
I do so much to gain your trust, to get you to open up to me, to just make you feel secure and yet I feel as if my effort isn’t getting us anywhere. I can only do so much before I give up.
Sincerely,
Jack
kennethalexander:
Note to self: When you stop chasing the Wrong, you give the Right the chance to catch you.
Just stop
I wonder what would happen if I stopped trying. Would we just stop existing in each other’s worlds? I honestly think we would..
Sincerely,
Jack
I am far from them
You’d rather disappoint than be disappointed I get it, but I’ve done nothing but prove your low expectations wrong. Don’t I deserve anything for that? I’m trying here.
Sincerely,
Jack
We're Screwed
But I’d rather be screwed with you than without you.
Sincerely,
Jack
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I know you're afraid.
Maybe the reason you can’t admit it is because you’re scared. Even though I’ve already figured it out I still need to hear it from you.. I’m not sure if you’re one that needs reassurance but I can guarantee you if I’ve worked this hard to pursue you, I’m not letting you go that easily. I’m not going anywhere. Not everything has to end with heartbreak...
Anonymous asked: how do you do it? how do you stay so strong? I know you've been through a lot because I know who you are but I have yet to see you break down. The day I see that, is the day I will believe that you truly do have feelings.
I’m not angry that you couldn’t stay, I’m hurt that you didn’t even try..
Sincerely,
Jack
I love you
Not I loved you. I love you. Still, and I will for quite a while, but until then you keep that beautiful face of yours up, don’t be so bitter or angry because I know I’m not, and I’m the one who was left standing alone remember? So don’t forget your role in this situation.
Sincerely,
Jack
I refuse
I refuse to stoop down to your level and speak as if you did me wrong in every way possible. Because you didn’t. You just weren’t ready for something this real. I refuse to be immature and say things I can’t say to your face but what I’m about to say you’ve already heard, but let’s recap shall we? So please if you want to say something to me I’d rather...
I love you....
dexti:
You abuse the words “I love you.” I don’t understand how you can tell me you love me and then all of the sudden, the feeling’s gone. I believe it’s impossible. How can you love me and just leave like that. How can you just utter the words I love you without feeling anything. If you’re going to say it at least feel it. At least mean it. I’m hurt now, I feel like you lied to me. As if you...
The longer you keep wondering the more your curiosity will kill you, even I wonder about things in the past I still want to know and I wish I had asked.
A Love Poem
I want to know you more than anyone ever has. I want to understand the depth of your complexity. I want to get lost in the lines that outline your smile and in the maze of your fingerprints. I want to lose myself in the tangles of your hair and move my hands from your neck to your torso feeling your heart beat, so softly caressing your body that it makes your knees quiver and the goosebumps rise...
Bitter
You want to play the bitter couple after a break up then so be it. Just know that I’ve gone through worse so do not test my patience, and do not underestimate my ability to lower you because I will if it gets to that point. If you’re angry don’t take anything out on me or everyone around you. I may be speaking from assumptions but this is for future reference. So take note.
“If things were easy to find they wouldn’t be worth finding”
Falling in love
When it comes to love, you must not fall but rather surrender, surrender to the idea that you must love yourself before you can love another, you must absolutely trust yourself before you can trust another and, most importantly, you must accept your flaws before you can accept the flaws of another.
Anonymous asked: youre married right?
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February
The month the three of us have grown to hate. Because of the pain & heartbreak it brought upon us. This month has the ability to amplify the pain we felt 2-3 years ago and it brings back all the memories we’ve worked all these years to forget, right back. It’s hard for everyone to understand why we feel this way towards something as simple as a month, but if you haven’t gone...
Everyday
At some point everyday I question whether or not I made the right choice in choosing who I should have given my time to. Now, I’m not so sure. What am I really waiting for?
I've come to realize
We love in so many different ways. But never do we love the same twice.
You stoop to conquer
The cost was high and the victory was hallow but you got what you wanted. Are you satisfied yet?
Secrets in Love
She was young and he was reckless. They spent their youth together, insanely in love, intoxiated with in their infatuation. Slowly aging and falling deeper and deeper in love with each other. No words could descibe the heartbreak that had fallen at their feet when they were torn apart by their families. No longer allowed to see each other. Words and kisses exchanged in secret, and every passing...
January 2012
23 posts
The Game
You. Me. Them. It’s on.
